February provided a whole lot more angst for my mother (see here for January):
Saturday, February 1st, 1975
Better do some homework.
English =Wed
History, Maths and Chemistry = Monday (and German)
Geography and French = Wednesday
Did English, Chemistry and most of History.
Mum & Dad brought me a jumper and a do up at the front bra.
They went to party.
Sunday, February 2nd, 1975
Do rest of History and Maths and Geog and German.
Went for walk wish I hadn't because I met Marc and Russel who have unhappily discovered Paul. I think they realise it's Paul ------- . Not looking forward to tomorrow. Don't really mind Paul knowing its everyone else.
And I was happy! Mum said shouldn't have gone for walk.
Monday, February 3rd, 1975
INDIANS REHEARSAL
wonder what will happen
I'm not gonna let Marc or his mates get me down I'm gonna fight back. The fireworks will fly in Maths, History and Chem if necessary. They won't snigger.
Well at dinnertime I was almost crying in fact I was.
Marc said he had told Paul. Afterwards was better I sat in usual place. Both me Lee and Paul had argument about Eng, and Germ, Marc said something about on bustop oh well he's talking to me.
Tuesday, February 4th, 1975
English talk --> changed to wednesday
Alright Paul went to Rugby.
Wednesday, February 5th, 1975
Must ask Paul whether he is going to dance if so I hope I can go.
I'm writing this Sunday night, by today I should know how Paul feels and the rest of 4th year that is if Marc & Russ do do what they say..
Well Paul did go up dance I was there in me new clobber. But I wasnt going to speak to him unless he spoke to me first (perhaps that's what he felt)though he did follow us into room near dance with his mates and out near us. I think what made it worse was that I talked closely to Ray. So he retaliated by talk to a girl (ugly. I not that sad although did cry on the way home. What I wonder is 3 things. is he shy or (???) or just plain doesnt like me, I did somehow expect this to happen. In Maths today he mucked about blocky my path as I tried to get out.
This boys confusing me
Good English talk
Mum & Dad reckoned I looked nice
